Thursday, September 18, 2008

so many changes in so little time

Last night I found out that I became an aunt again...my best friend, my sister, had her son yesterday. This was the first time in our 17 years of friendship that I was not there during this great new beginning....it made me sad...

Tomorrow I am turning 30...I don't know how to feel about that.
I thought I would have children by now.
I don't.
I thought I would be done with school by now, I am not!
I thought my mom would still be alive.
She is not.

It's now a sad day...it's just one of those gray days...

I don't want things to change. I just want to be able to catch up!

1 comment:

fylakas-aggelos said...

kalimera sis mou... den thelo arnitikes skepseis.. mono thetikes.. allios programatizoume tin zoi mas kai allios i zoi mas odigei...i ithaki den exei panta simasia oso i diadromi.. ola tha ginoun kai ola allazoun... simasia exei na zoume kathe stigmi..na oneireuomaste kai na agapame...