It's been a month already!

How fast life goes by! Exactly one month ago, at this very minute I was on my way to the church to get married. I haven't really reflected on my wedding day. I can say for sure that it was the happiest day of my life! I had a lot of fun, but then again, I always have fun with Bryan.
I never thought, however, that I would be that much nervous. I slept only three hours the night before the wedding. I was ready for my hair appointment half hour before I had to be there. I was dresses and ready for pictures about twenty minutes before my family arrived at our house! Maybe this is what it means to be ready for marriage! That day flew by like an F-16! I felt its presence, I was happy to be part of it, but it was over in a glance! You spent an entire year preparing for this day and all of a sudden is gone. We only have a sweet after taste and lots of pictures to remind us of it!
Now I feel like something in my suddenly matured. I am a married woman. It's like a feeling I cannot describe. In many ways nothing is changed from the previous two years. Now I have jewelry to prove that I 'm married. Now I have a very long last name! And a husband! But, there is this feeling of maturity. The feeling of family I always yearned for. A sense of security that's comforting.
I now have to switch modes. It's time to go back to work. The transition is difficult, I know that. But, it's something that needs to be done! At least, I come home to the love of my life! And one day I will tell you what that means.